To watch life slip away...(RIP MJ)

To live life takes a life time to loose life takes seconds. That is true no matter who you are. Sometimes you dont realize how quickly life can slip away until u see it right before your eyes. I've seen it. Time and time again I have seen it but i still manage to take it for granted. Today i watched the Memorial service for the GREATEST entertainer that ever did that damn thing. And i watched his daughter...his baby express her love for her daddy. the greatest daddy in the world she called him. I hurt for her. I hurt for her brothers. I know what it is like to wake up one day and not have a parent. I cant imagine having to deal with it under constant media screwtney. Parents are suspose to be a constant in your life. Though you are suspose to beary your parents you shouldnt have to as a child.

Watching that lil girl cry for her daddy opens a whole in my soul that i constently try to ignore. I felt her pain. her family unlike mine wont allow her to suffer with her pain alone.