Alone. . .

so its 3:30 in the am and im sittig in the er alone. story of my life right? everything i do i seem to do alone. this story is starting to make me wonder whats the point. hell if imma b stuck like this for the rest of my life what do i have to look forward to? imma either end up an old maid with a house full of cats or in a wht padded room with a straight jacket... i wonder what my parents think. i wonder what all this is spose to teach me. they say everything happens for a reason. im outta reasons now. im outta justifications for the shit i go through.