Im not crazy in spite of. . .

Its ok for me to be who i am. There is nothing wrong with who i am. Broken pieces and all. And the more i learn that the less i want to fit into a box of other ppls expectations. Its ok that i never wanted to have a 9-5 or work in corporate america. Its also ok that im in awe of the creative process and would rather spend my time and energy creating then in a stuffy office at a computer. I am learning that i dont need anyone to except who i am but me. I dont need to be validated by anyone but me. Sometimes its kinda hard to except that I am surrounded by some of the most selfish ppl on the planet. But it is what it is right? There is nothing i can do to change it. Not even killing myself. Even tho sometimes that seems like a good option. Im fine. Im not crazy, a bit traumatized yes, but not crazy...

All i have wanted the last 12 yrs is for somebody to love me in spite of my stubbornness, my faults, my lack of drive, my weight, my. . .my everything. Its normal to yearn for love because it drives life. But it is not normal to stop living in order to find it. Lesson for today: Live and let love find u!