The Master Plan. . .

So ive been toying with the idea of moving to TN with Vanessa...Honestly i think im dead set on moving cuz i cant afford to pay my student loans with what i make at IKEA alone. I havent found a reason to stay. Other then missing my Apt and coming home to quiet. O and there is the issue of Vanessa wanting to "mother" me and me not wanting to be "mothered". Contrary to what ppl (Mostly Ms. Vanessa) may say ive done damn good to make it this far with out loosing my fucking mind. Lets be honest, Ive seen things that would drive the average person off a cliff. So the fact that im not in a wht padded room playing with my lips is only by the grace of god with a lil of my stubbornness mixed in for good measure. But seriously it is time to close this chapter of my life. There is nothing here for me. Its time to go and do what i need to do for me so i can stop living paycheck to paycheck and dodging bill collectors! Plus they have a program at TN State that i have been searching for. a music/business program. Seems like the most perfect thing right? Fuse the two things i love the most into one degree and sing my way through the program. I can live with working in the business aspect of the music industry at least i think i can cuz it still puts me in the mist of it all. we will see how this all works up in the long run tho... i have put all my eggs in one carton b4 and ended up with a carton of busted eggs and no backups. thats how i ended up with my own place and a full time job. but anyhoo i need to be sleep...nii nii world